Kanpur. Ranjit, who jumped from the third floor of the hostel in Kalyanpur police station area, wrote a suicide note in a very emotional way. Eyes become moist after reading the two-page suicide note, he has cited depression as the reason for his death and this depression arose due to failure in NEET. Originally, Ranjit Kumar, son of Atibal, a resident of Khempur Ashapur in Jaunpur district, was preparing for the National Eligibility cum Entrance Test by staying on rent in a hostel in Hitkari Nagar P block of Kanpur Kalyanpur. Police have recovered his suicide note.
In the suicide note, Ranjeet has written..I myself am responsible for my death. No one has bothered or pressured me for this. I am under a lot of stress for four-five years. Now within 20-25 days I am under so much stress that I am not able to handle myself. No one should be bothered about this. I am feeling very suffocated in this life. He wrote… I do not believe in any hypocrisy like ghosts and spirits, but I do believe that there is such a power that runs the whole world.
Since childhood, I used to look at the moon and stars and used to be lost in his attention that when I would go near the moon and stars and play among them. He committed suicide by jumping from the house because, in response, Ranjit writes that I do not want to die by using poison or any such chemical element, because I could not become a doctor but maybe my body parts can save someone’s life. I request the doctor not to save me even if I am able to survive, because if I had to live, why would I do such a thing.
Addressing the family, Ranjit wrote… forgive me my elder brother. I wasted a lot of money. Forgive me mom, I can’t handle myself. We came only for so long. I apologize to my entire family. I request the three brothers to take care of the mother properly. I thought that I would take good care of my mother, but it did not happen. I could not tell my point properly to anyone. Neither mother nor brother. Our rituals should be done according to Buddhist rituals.
Addressing the mother, Ranjit wrote… Mother there was a day that I was very scared of dying, time makes everything happen. Forgive me mother, I could not even tell you the right thing. Mother, I remember childhood very well. Our family is a very beautiful family. The child who is born in this family is very lucky. Appealed to the administration… Do not pursue the case of our death because it will not make any sense, I myself am responsible for my death. I have been suffering from mental stress for three to four years. In the end it was written … now we are lost in life.
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